This has been my life for the last couple months.
Usually on Sunday nights, J and I will head to the laundry mat and use the dryers. We will spend all day washing our laundry and then we haul all 20 loads of laundry and get them dried.
It isn't fun. It isn't glamorous. But its what needs to be done.
Like I said, this has been our life. I don't think I ever REALLY complained. I might have wanted to. It took so long because we were trying to fix the dryer we had. We were given a used dryer that didn't work from the moment we got it downstairs. (not the persons fault who gave it to us!! We were thankful!! :) )
Once the dryer caught on fire, we pretty much knew that it wasn't worth fixing anymore. LOL!!!
And BTW, we were so thankful for God's protection over us during the fire. Very unnerving. It could have been WAY WAY worse. Thankfully the only thing ruined was the dryer.
Last Friday, I sat down to do the bible study that I am currently doing. (Which is Beth Moore, Living Beyond Yourself) I sat down, and I really prayed that God would speak to me. That He would make Himself real to me.
This is what I wrote in my journal and in my workbook......
Matt 6:8 ~ Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.
Lord, we need a dryer. It's a genuine need. Lord, somehow, please provide a dryer.
Matt 6:32-33 ~ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first His kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Thank you for knowing my need. Help me to seek your kingdom first. I don't really know how to do that. My faith is wearing thin Lord. Its been so long without a dryer. How long must I be patient?? A dryer. Such a little thing to you. But such a big thing to me.
Please provide.
(and just because I obviously didn't get it with the 1st 2 verses, God gave me 1 more verse for good measure)
Romans 8:32 ~ He who did not spare his own son, but gave him up for us all, how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?
Ok, Lord. I will wait. I will be patient. I will seek your kingdom 1st.
(earlier in the study, Beth had talked about Jesus feeding the 5,000.....isn't that SUCH a great story???)
These are the last 2 sentences in the study for that day.....
Is there a need you've placed before your Provider? Have you "given" Him ALL you have to offer, even if it's only a few loaves and fishes? Are you "sitting down" in a posture of trust and sitting quietly to receive it? If so, prepare the baskets!
Isn't that beautiful?!
This is the last thing that I wrote that day....
Yes, Lord, I will sit. I will wait. I will prepare the baskets ( I will prepare my laundry room by removing the old dryer and getting ready for the new one )
It's coming.....it's coming......it's coming....it's coming....
*immeasurably more, then I can ask or imagine*
The next morning, J and I were on Craiglist. We found a dryer, and we contacted the seller, and were excited to go get it.
In the meantime.....I got a phone call.
My little angel asked what our plans were for a dryer. I told our plans about how we were excited to go pick up this dryer we found.
She said that instead, she would like to take me out to get a new dryer.
What?? I was stunned!
I honestly didn't know what to say.
I tried to make excuses....
But she insisted.
So we made a date to go appliance shopping.
Appliance shopping.
(Wow!)
So we went.
She told me that God had laid it on her heart the night before that she was to do this. And that instead of getting just a dryer, she wanted to get a washer and dryer. She wanted something that was going to last. Something that we didn't have to worry about, something that wasn't going to catch on fire. She hated worrying for us.
I was truly overwhelmed. Truly.
I was overwhelmed at the generosity. At the thoughtfulness.
I was overwhelmed at how God DOES see, just like He had told me the day before. THE DAY BEFORE!!! God spoke to me the day before and told me to prepare my baskets.....that it was coming.
Oh Yes Lord......it's coming. It's coming. It's coming. It's coming.
It came.
They were delivered today.
What. an. exciting. day!!!
Have you ever seen such a beautiful washer and dryer??
I have about 20 loads of laundry to do. I am amazed at how much fits in the tub.
Oh yes. Immeasurably more then we can ask or imagine.
Oh my dear friends.
My God's not dead.
My God is surely alive.
He walks with me and He talks with me.
He proves Himself faithful over and over and over again.
Seek Him. With your whole heart.
That's all He wants.
Tonight, I pray God's blessing over my little Angel. I pray that God blesses her just as much as she blessed me. And I pray that she got just as much joy from doing this as I got from seeing God work in my life.








2 comments:
OK, I got tears in my eyes.
God is SO good...thanks for that reminder. He really wants to supply our needs!
Now to start really praying for a car for Elizabeth. :)
Love you...
I am soooo happy for you. My God WILL supply all your needs! Amen and Amen.
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