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Oh, Woe is me.....that is how I feel today. Actually I have been feeling this way a lot lately. I know that you have read this kind of post a lot lately, but man I have been feeling even worse about it since the weather has warmed and I can't fit into any of my clothes. Don't get me wrong, I am glad that the weather has been great, but I am mad at myself that I am still fat enough that I can't fit into my summer clothes. But am I mad enough to stop eating chips and drinking pop before 10 every morning? No. I do think that summer will help with this problem. I don't eat that much when I am at home, but when I am at work, and stressed out, I reach for comfort food. And a twix bar, or a little bad of fritos and a can of pop, seem to do the trick. And I justify by telling myself that well, I have to work, so I can at least treat myself. And let me tell you the pan of brownies that I made last night doesn't help either. Isn't that a load of crap? I will walk tonight though. Not that I have been faithful to that either. In all honesty, I have tried!! I enjoy walking, and I have tried to be able to make time for it, but it just doesn't happen every day. Life is just to busy. I need a magic pill. Something to take before I eat that suppresses my appetite. Something that isn't harmful to my body. Something cheap. I can dream can't I?!?!
On a lighter note, I was able to spend the afternoon with 1 of my dear friends yesterday. It was so nice to catch up with her. What was even nicer was that after not seeing her since school started, we could just pick up where we left off. I really do like her, and I miss not being able to talk to her all the time.
I can't believe that DD is going to be graduating from kindergarten. 24 days, and I will have a 1st grader. I am really so proud of her. She really is a beautiful little girl.
Well, I had better get back to cleaning my house. I only have a little bit longer to be able to clean before I fall from exhaustion, so I had better get busy.
~j