Joyful

I FINALLY have my internet back! I somehow fixed this ridiculous thing. I was truly ready to hit the thing. And we all know what happens when I hit things. Does anyone remember the stereo incident?? Enough said.
I was reading my bible this morning and I was so encouraged. I was reading in Psalm and I am going to paraphrase the verse since I did not memorize it, and I don't feel like going upstairs to get my bible. ANYWAY..... the verse said that God would make the barren woman to keep house and be a joyful mother to children. Now I have read this verse many times, but the thing that struck me today was and be a JOYFUL mother to children. I just sat in wonder at how God brought this very verse to me when I needed it. I am claiming this as a promise. I will be a joyful mother to my children. Isn't that what I really want to be? Joyful? Joyful, not only toward others, but to my own kids?!? Now I am not dumb enough to think that this will be easy, but I am going to work at being at joyful mother. How you ask.......I will look myself in the mirror every morning and tell myself 5 times I will be a joyful mother, I will be a joyful mother. Okay, seriously, I don't know. And I am not really worried about it. I know that God has promised me this and I am going to take him at his word, and know that he will take care of this.
Well, Jeremy is back to work....to his real work. He started today at a new company called Acme plumbing. I have been praying for something constant and secure. I am hoping that this is the answer to that prayer.
Easter was good. We spent time at both parents house, (which we will not be doing next year. Next year we will be spending the day with his parents, if they want us. They get jipped out of so much, and I really feel bad. My mother will just have to deal with it. ) It was nice to see my Grandma. She is such a beautiful woman. If I could only be like her. I wonder who my mom takes after. It would shock me if it were my grandma. #1 had way to much candy. I am surprised that she didn't go into diabetic coma after it all, but a couple shots and she was just fine. Actually, she didn't go high at all. She was actually low on Easter. Her #'s have seemed to be doing very well. I am hoping for a good a1c when we go to the doc on Mon. Although her doc. is going to hear from me. I have had it with them not calling me back when I call.
I have not walked since the weather has been so crappy. I can NOT believe that it snowed, and there is actually snow on the ground. That is ridiculous. I keep telling myself soon, it will be warm soon. Now hopefully it will come true.