hair

I am the type of person who is always changing my hair style. I go from long to short back to long again. I am never satisfied w/ the way that my hair looks. And now is no exception. I got my hair cut about 5 months ago. I had shoulder length hair and couldn't stand it anymore so I chopped it off, it is now extremely short. Maybe 2 inches long and very sassy. I have had this hair style before and have loved it. I got it chopped at one of those "salons" in your local crap mart store. The lady took about 20 min on my hair and called it a day. I never went back. I have decided that it is well worth my time, money, and self-esteem to go to an actual salon and pay $40 to get my hair cut right, and cut the way I like it. So that is what I did. I went to my favorite hairstylist, and she was wonderful! She spent a good 45 min on my hair and basically cut it 3 times, she cut it, then chopped it, and then even razored it. It was wonderful. My hair is almost the way I like it. But I am still not happy w/ it. I look in the mirror and look at myself and I think that I still don't look great. Maybe I need to lose weight and that is what I don't like. I haven't pinpointed it yet, but there is something about my appearance that I am not thrilled w/. I am trying to lose weight to. I am really trying my hardest to get out and walk. It has started to warm up a little here, and now that I can get out and walk, it seems that hubby is never home to watch the kids, and that prohibits me to get out and walk. It is driving me nuts! It has felt so good to get outside and feel my muscles stretching and really working. I so can't wait for spring. I am ready for no big bulky coats, and ready for jeans and t-shirts. I am ready to dig in the garden. I am ready for the sun warming my face. I am ready for no school. I am not ready though for a 1st grader. I can't believe how fast DD's 1st year of school has gone. She is so amazing. She has just blossomed this year. She loves school, and has gotten mad when we can't go. I pray that she keeps this attitude.